vacation writings

how i stopped hating myself & how you can too I think we all need someone to cheer us up and to make us feel better about ourselves. We do not know how people feel about themselves and it is not fair to say bad things about the physical appearence on the spot.

🌿 7 Mindset Habits That Changed My Life | Self Care I am not my thoughts. that is really true and it has been something that has happened to me because sometime I let my thoughts control me. My "bad" thoughts such as failure, not being good enough, ugliness, loneliness and so on. I start crying and thinking I m not god enough for ding things and the only thing I can think of is just disappearing for a while. Sometimes I only wish i can get rid of that fucking feeling that kills myself inside. To be honest, right now, there are less than 5 days left to start studying and I am not excited about it and that is killing me because if I am not keen then what should I do? leave school? what should I do? I dont know how to get motivated, I am thinking about the sujects and those are ok but I dnt know maybe the same fucking thing as the last semester. Nothing to be excited about. I think I need to wait but I don't want to let me down Keep focus on the present is very import...

Reading Strangers' Most Sorrowful Moments I have a lot of insecurities that don't allow me to do things that I want to for instance clothes I want to wear but because of the social discrimination. I feel like I set mental boundaries by thinking tht everyone will judge me. I know it is not that way but I also know people are mean and they can say awful things. Most of the sorrowful moments are those ones that reflect insecurities and weak people that allow people to control them. I have not allowed me to get exposed to the world, i mean, to the bad and good things. I now I have had those sorrowful moments but most of them are inside my head killing me.   Song for my mood:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YlxofoOnuY

What Is Kafkaesque? - The 'Philosophy' of Franz Kafka I think and well in the video it is said we all have experienced Kafkaesque signs. We all have been staying up all night trying to figure out what is this shit  and it is all a bummer. I have read metamorphosis which is a really enjoyable book and to be honest it was one of the first books I've felt connected with. I was amazed by his life as  well. I think I can feel him, i mean, I can understand how he felt like, the sorrow of his soul and trying to make an impact in the world but berely did he. He died thinking he was unbearable and useless but the real and i would say It can be the best thing is that he was really smart and lit.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiVHSRY2I5Y&list=WL&index=6 "no more melting". I think we have really deep in this diea of buying and buying things, I mean the more you have the better and cooler you are, dunno. My idea is that we are so messed up with many stuffs around and we are used to it that we want more and more. To be honest I strongly like to but clothes and I wind up wearing the same old jeans or shirts. My point to stand out is that we should refrain from buying things that may not be indispensable in our lives. Live now and wear those jeans or dresses that you always daubt about.

You Don't Find Happiness, You Create It | Katarina Blom | TEDxGöteborg Having watched the video, I thought more about the relationships we create. Our relationships in some way or another shape our mood or our happiness. When I feel really sad at the point that I think I'm a peace of shit it is when I have a fight with my mum or with a friend. In light of these results, we need to check our behaviours towards people we care about because what is the point if we just keep fighting and making us unhappy. What do you think about the video?

How to be Pretty - 1940's Guide for High School Girls I think it is catchy how they expose the beauty which I think it is not bad because they are not saying you should look like the fashionable girl and don't think about others but yourself. Instead they are saying that We should take care of our body, sleep, eat well and don't worry that much about what people will say about us. Nowadays, girls are getting put down by their physical appiarence because they compare themselves with other girls in social media such as Instagram. It is even worse when those girls who they are comparing themselves are not even real because they are editing their photos and so on. Little girls are growing up with tooo many insecurities because of their influences on instagram and so on. I THINK WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT

How To Learn Anything In 30 Days | Connor Grooms | TEDxTeen Don't give yourself other options to avoid what you want to do because I think our brain tricks us for instance if you say I need to wake up earlier tomorrow morning but you think well but It can wait and so on, you won't do it. I think we can accomplish anything if we have a strong goal and purpose, if we do it every single day and if we enjoy doing it.

How I Became Confident (My Advice) New expressions: Give youself pat on the shoulder talking form hours on end I got a little bit more confident when I started having good grades and feeling that I was capable of  attaining anything I wanted to. Also, I think it is important mentinoing that see the whole picture of the situation is good, learning from situations that might or might nnot be good is good enough and taking the plunge.

I Was Once Homeless | Kids Meet | HiHo Kids It is really nice to see how poeple can get by at any circumstance. We as human beings can deal with anything and everything. Being alone a street with all the illness and danger it's quite harsh and even at really young age. To be honest, homeless is a common situation that I see almost every single day. People dying in the streets, people living with animals mostly dogs, rubbish children, people fighting to each other and so on. I do not even look at them and I do not give them niether money nor food. I am used to ignore them because how can I be helpful or how can I change their situation? I mean that is a really huge problem that requires lots of attention, money and so on and I guess the only one that can cope it is the state. Even though, I am glad that some people are helping a few of them but still there are a lot of them. What do you think about it?