🌿 7 Mindset Habits That Changed My Life | Self Care
I am not my thoughts. that is really true and it has been something that has happened to me because sometime I let my thoughts control me. My "bad" thoughts such as failure, not being good enough, ugliness, loneliness and so on. I start crying and thinking I m not god enough for ding things and the only thing I can think of is just disappearing for a while. Sometimes I only wish i can get rid of that fucking feeling that kills myself inside.
To be honest, right now, there are less than 5 days left to start studying and I am not excited about it and that is killing me because if I am not keen then what should I do? leave school? what should I do? I dont know how to get motivated, I am thinking about the sujects and those are ok but I dnt know maybe the same fucking thing as the last semester. Nothing to be excited about. I think I need to wait but I don't want to let me down
Keep focus on the present is very important, I know, but I cannot really get used to it. I am used to be very worry about the future because my current action can affect my future but this mindset is takign too many time annd I get scared off of just thinking about it
To my mind, and I was reading these thoughts, being motivate is something that we don't always have to experience... Despite we do love this major, studying and learning new things, being unmotivated is not something that we have to be very concerned or so worried until the despair, because those are just feelings that are there not to trying to reject them, but to accept them and manage. I know in these moments things and circumstances are rough and we would like to have presential classes, that makes things worst, besides some stupids classmates that we have to put up with. But here we are, going with this semester on, and we are learning. You know about discipline, doing what we have to do despite of how we feel, and we are on it.
ReplyDeleteThat happens to be, I tend to think a lot about the past and the future, not in the present. And that makes me feel like crap. And that gives me a sense of not living the life. And just the time pass and not living fully the life.